I'm told being useful to others, sharing your knowledge is the way to go. Keith Pavia fellow artist reminded me that talents are given to be shared not buried away.
It is still trying for me because I grew up under communism and much was taken from us in the name of altruism.
Yet for many years I went that route only to get burned out.
So: dissatisfying whites get soaked for an hour or so.
I put to boil 4.5 gallons of water and 13 tablespoons of turmeric and 9 tablespoons of alum. If curious Google as to why.
I pushed the clothes thoroughly under the concoction and made sure it stayed oppressed.
After an hour get them out without burning yourself.
Rinse. The turmeric powder might create a Milkyway of sorts on the bathtub floor. Get metaphysical.
Take pictures with your phone and not spify camera while rinsing until the water is not yellow anymore.
Put a second load into the brewing cauldron. If you get annoyed by the waiting like I do since I equate waiting with terrorising controlling tactics, as experienced under said communism, double task. Repot your plants. Here goes Pandele, my digging assistant:
After rinsing put them in the dryer and get all metaphysical again.
Then fold the fluffy clothes and uuu and aaa about how soft and sunflower fields and daffodils and autumn ginko tree leaves they are. And how you'll never get to be depressed by blahy whites again. It's not your fault the washing cycle is just half an hour here in America and you can't get them be the required white.
And that how disgustingly patriarchal it is that brides must wear virginal white. And you can't remember the biblical title of a movie in which Betty Davis stubbornly showed up in a red dress she bought of a sexual worker and Jane Fonda's father dumped her. Jezebel the film.
At my wedding my head looked like a buffalo partition in the middle teased in two mounds stiff with hair spray. Made my own white dress. God, every year I find more stuff in my younger past to be embarrassed about.
Here are the invigorating results:
Even rust splotches look artsy now:
This flower is my phone screen now to remind me that when in doubt use yellow.
After trimming off the stray strings I made a tassel:
and left the rest to Pandele to play
while I took a hot bath using the brewing. Turmeric and alum is great for you. Google, Google. If you douse your nether parts you can be a virgin all over again. Yep.
New York City
November 11, 2017